Since my boyfriend is so tired of listening to my daily ritual of complaining and is actually going to attack me some time soon, I will vent my frustration out into the big, dark void of dA. Be prepared for the longest rant of Rant History.

I HAVE SO MUCH WORK!
And there I was, thinking that 4 courses was not enough! Doofus, I am. I can't keep up! Actually, if I were any normal person, I would be able to. But I spend half of my time obsessing over every minor thing so that all my work looks good. If I didn't do that.... well no, actually, it's psychologically not in me to not do that.

Every waking minute is dedicated to college work. My room is a pig sty, my shoulders are stooping so low that they're reaching hell and back (because off all the stuff I carry), my parents don't understand (it's hilarious how they still expect me to do housework) and my relationships are fading into whisps of their former selves.

I don't have time to talk to anyone. I am slowly becoming a solitary creature. Well, more than I was before, anyway. I have so much work that you can literally see stress coming out of my nostrils. I barely have time for a smoke! So I'm sorry, but I will risk my "social status" for the glory that is my cigarette break.

Here's what I got piled up so far: a 40-page sketchbook journal due in 2 weeks, a big landscape drawing that has to be "the best ever", a cluster of homework drawings that have been sitting ducks for the past week, learn the human anatomy (well, I dont HAVE to, but you know me) before we start model drawing in 2 weeks, a series of well-observed sketches of individual body parts, a Typography project due Tuesday plus a bunch of compositions that I'm supposed to create out of thin air, a Computer Graphics 3D project (and sadly, I'm an Illustrator virgin) and dog a couple of teachers for the newsletter (yes, i joined. an early death? i think so.)

And all this is due in the span of 2 weeks, with the sarcastic undertone of all of it being up to my personal standards. Isn't college fun?! Gleeeeeee!